Emergency?

why the emergency
to emerge in me
urgently
before certainly
knowing me
not just ‘insert here’ and see
not just kneading me
with your foolery
beware my insecurties
for they double as security
to guard from he
who cant really see
me…
like why.
cant.
we.
slow.
dooooooooown?
and get back to the conversation
that suffered elimination
yet was filled with so much information
vital for future relations
if any
cause i fear youve been with many
that is-
cause you wont even stop to
smell the damn rose
and who knows
if ur cons weigh than ur pro’s
i suppose?
but now you’ll never know
cause uve tainted my image of you
its true
and there is nothing you can do
to get back in my good grace
all because you could pump the brakes
on this major emergency
to emerge in me
urgently
without sense of the real me