*Behind Fancy Eyes*

im scared

idk y

been hurt b4

but i survived

didnt know i was scared

til the other day

dont want let go

so i push ppl away

i wanna live life

like a normal person

but im too much of a skeptic

not sure whats certain

guess im not as ready as i thought

and thats hard to admit

gotta get it together

before i dont have sh*t

im lookin in the mirror

dont quite like what i see

gotta change it up

make a better me

then maybe ill be ready

and stop acting a fool

and stop finding faults

and just play it cool…